Today was a most interesting day. Knowing Mistress Ivanas more in to hard play then i am, i still agreed to the possibility of serving Her as well as becoming a play partner. i was very apprehensive as to how this might work out…was i asking Her to cater to my limits, sort of topping from the bottom, or was i being realistic. i have always subscribed to the premis that it’s what pleases Mistress that’s important….my needs are secondary, however i’m not an edge player, and not sure i have the “guts†to become one.. This relationship has to be a win/win one…W/we both have to be happy and satisfied.
i went to Mistresses house to perform several tasks…mostly to give Mistress an opportunity to see if She was satisfied with my work, but also to discuss a performance contract. we discussed my limits as well as safe rules, and Her expectations. i don’t want to ruin Mistress Ivana’s reputation, but i found Her very warm and compassionate. she understood where i was coming from and was very flexible in the contract She composed. My fears were quickly erased.
To any submissive reading this, don’t ever rule out a situation because it is out of your limits. Mistress Ivana proved that the three basics of a BDSM relationshipare there and will always be there: TRUST, RESPECT, and COMMUNICATIONS. Had i ignored those today, and not trusted Mistress Ivana, i would have missed out on what may be a life changing experience.
Thank You Mistress Ivana for a wonderful morning, and i am looking forward to the future
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Yearly Archives: 2011
Service Slave Experience
Honored….embarrassed…satisified. Those are the three main emotions i felt today. Today was another step in proving to Mistress Ivana that i am worthy of being Her slave.
Yes, i can do laundry, fold towels correctly, vacuume, and do dishes, but those are just baby steps in showing my respect and devotion to Mistress.
Today my instructions were to enter the house, strip naked, and await Her inspection. Mistress was busy on the telephone when i arrived, so after i stripped i picked up around the house, so vacuuming would be easier. I felt comfortable and “at homeâ€, i trust Mistress completely so i moved around freely, starting my chores, and waited for Mistress Ivana to do Her inspection,
However, my next big test was to come, and being totally unaware, i reacted in haste, without thinking. Her front door opened and in walked a lady who i had never met before, and was unaware She was coming over. i rushed in to anotehr room, hid for a couple minutes, and put some clothes on….that’s where teh embarrassed part came in. When Mistress walked in to the room, She asked me why i got dressed, and sheepishly i explained the arrival of teh “strange†lady. Mistress laughed and explained it was another Mistress and did not ahv e to be embarrassed in front of Her. The clothing came off immediately.
That is also where the honored part came in. This slave is highly honored to know Mistress trusts me enough to introduce me to Her friends, and being naked in front of both of them shows i have nothing to hide.
Being naked today also had a bonus treat (for me at least) Mistress tied me in a harness, and allowed me to work around the house wearing it.
All in all i am very satisfied, and will work my hardest to please Mistress.
So to sum things up…i am HONORED that Mistress is considering me as Her slave,
i am EMBARRASSED that i momentarily assumed Mistress would put me in a compromising position,
and lastly i am SATISFIED that i have done my best to please Mistress
MAY IS MASTERBATION AWARENESS MONTH
Take a first step towards a happy Masterbation Awareness Month by cleaning your mind of some of the myths about masterbation you may still be holding. One of the first questions Mistress Ivana asked me was how often i masterbate. i stated that i was getting older and it just wasn’t a priority. Afterall, i stated to Mistress “i’m over 60″
Masterbation is the most commonly practiced sexual behavior in the world. Masterbation is a life long sexyal behavior. surveys show that between 70 and 90 % of all adults masterbate, and for us “old goats†46% of males over 60 masterbate on a regular basis. i guess i have a lot of catching up to do.
For many of us brought up in a “puritanical homeâ€, it was something bad, it would cause hair to grow in the palm of your hands. Well, let me tell you…i’m way over 60 and still don’t have a blade of hair growing in my palms.
Another myth is materbation is not REAL sex. When you masterbate you can get really aroused, which can result in a real orgasm. Now if that isn’t damn close to “real†sex, nothing is.
Myth 3 is …too much masterbation is bad for you. Well, i’ve been enjoying it the last few days, and just like too much ice cream is bad for you,,,i’m enjoying both and don’t plan on stopping.
In the short time i’ve known Mistress Ivana i feel confident that She would never do anything to harm one of Her slaves, or do something to break one of Her toys. so until She tells me to stop i just might make every month Masterbation Awareness Month
Corporal Punishment
I don’t get many opportunities to dole out strict corporal punishment or to get intense enough to leave marks so it’s always exciting when I one comes along. Today the poor boy needed severe punishment because of some very bad behavior.
After covering safety and ground rules we started with an open palm spanking over my knee. When I was at 70% power he said it felt like a 3 (on a scale of 1 to 10, 10 being the highest) so I knew he had a high tolerance. I started with the paddles. He was nice enough to bring me the gift of an acrylic paddle and I used that in addition to my wood ones.
Having gotten his bottom nice and red I moved him to laying face down on the bed. There I began with the floggers – first the nice leather one and then the mean rubbery one. At this point I had to use a ball gag because he was having a hard time staying quiet and we were in his hotel room. Last he got the cane.
He took it all so well I gently stuck a well lubed dildo in his anus and paddled him again. Getting a paddle into each hand I alternated between paddling him and vibrating him which I do by placing the edge of one paddle between the cheeks of his ass and hitting that with the other paddle. It’s very pleasurable.
Then I had him lay on his back. Now, I thought I had seen the smallest penis ever but his was actually inverted! Very interesting. I took out the ball gag and had a very stern discussion about what he had done to deserve all this punishment and what he was going to do to set things right in the future as I hit his ball sack with the flog. We carried on like this until I felt the tears of remorse were genuine.
He’d requested a feather touch massage as reward for taking his punishment well but I just used my feather duster on him telling him next time he would feel my hands on his body if he follows through on his plans to right his wrongs and that I might even use his face to masturbate on. He promised up and down he would. We made plans to meet in July and he thanked me for all I’d done.
Face Sitting
Last week I had a fabulous session with a small Filipino from Hawaii. While I gave him some intense cock torture and a thorough spanking my favorite part was the face sitting. He was orally servicing me and I was basically fucking his face. He was very talented and I gushed all over his face.
Very fun!
Hurray for the Cane!
I had the opportunity to cane a very good sub last night and I LOVE IT!
I was confident going in because I love spanking, paddling and flogging. But this took it to a whole new level! Through communication and finesse he went deep into sub space taking more that he had thought possible.
I walked into the room, handed him the cane to soak and set up the massage table. Sitting on the edge of the bed I had him over my knee and gave a thorough spanking and reviewing exactly what he had done wrong to deserve this punishment as well as what steps he would take in the future to stay on track so that next time his spanking could be a reward and not a punishment.
When he was nice and warmed up I had him lay face down on the massage table. I familiarized myself with his body – his skeleton and where his tail bone ended. Then I had my fun with the cane!
As a reward I brought him to the other end of extreme plea
sure and gave him a prostate massage. He was such a good boy!
What I Love in a sub
I LOVE IT when a submissive man calls me and knows exactly what he wants and can tell Me. I LOVE IT when he makes an appointment with me and keeps it. I LOVE IT when he has the money ready for me up front. I LOVE IT when he adds more money after we’ve had a session and he’s so happy he would do almost anything for me. I LOVE IT when I spend some time creating a scenario with a sub and get really hot in anticipation.
These are ways to make me happy:)
Foot Model at the Foot Fetish Party
Well, that was an interesting night! I met 1 Dominatrix and made friends. I had sessions with 2 people and that was about it.
I have to say my favorite part was when I was getting licked in between my toes and it felt like there was a direct connection with my pussy. During both sessions I got super wet and during one I even had to start touching myself! It felt so good. Both times we started with me laying on my back and them at the foot of the bed. Then, about half way through I flipped over onto my stomach – this was more relaxing for me because I didn’t have to hold up my legs and more relaxing for them because they didn’t have to bend over to lick and suck my toes (if I had been dominating them they would have been on their knees on the floor). Plus, they got a nice view of my ass wiggling around in pleasure and frustration.
I’m don’t know when the next party is but I do know I’d like to attend one in LA!
OTK on a Massage Table
Sitting on the edge of the massage table I had my sub walk toward me. I was ready to give him a thorough spanking and I had my paddles set up on the table behind me within arms reach. Because of the height of the table I spread my legs putting one foot on the floor and having him straddle my other leg instead of my whole lap. Putting my hand on the back of his neck I pushed his torso down into the surface of the table.
I began with my hand. I’d had him leave his clothes on so I could be a bit more ruthless and have more time hitting him (he would last longer). I started with my hand but quickly moved on to using my paddles since he was reacting so well. I would work him up into a frenzy with quick smacks starting with a light pressure, slowly increasing until he was starting to flinch and his body was starting to lift away from me. Then I would stop and calm him, rubbing his head, neck and back, asking him if he was starting to feel better. When his heart rate and breathing had returned to normal and stayed there for a couple minutes I returned to the treatment I was giving to his ass this time taking him even further.
An Exhibitionist With Few Limits? BDSM Club, Here We Come!
After much discussion I found he had no hard limits. He wanted to be used. He was alsoan exhibitionist. That was great for me because I am too – I love performing in front of others! I asked him about all sorts of torments and teasing and he was game for it all.
So game on!
He requested some poppers. I have never used poppers myself but I knew where to get it. I picked him up at his hotel and we went to the sex shop to get the poppers. It was wild because I know at least 3 of the other customers there. I was fun to see the looks on their faces wondering what I was doing with this strange guy. I love to make people wonder!
We drove to the power exchange club. Before we went in he helped me lace up my black vinyl corset nice and tight. The club was very busy since it was the weekend of AVN and they were hosting a fashion show. The main dungeon area was being used for the fashion show so we set up in the dungeon next door even though it was darker. One very cool thing about it though was the way the black light made my ropes glow! It was surreal as I unwound them and got ready to tie him up. We settled ourselves on a couple of chairs next to a massage table and that is where I went to work on him.
To be continued…
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